Deepest Love

Deepest Love

"Many say that the real meaning of love alone what? I do not know I myself did not know for sure but here I told him about my deepest love, there are many kinds of love in this world, as well as about the deepest love ".

A love that I think in, why is that? probably because it starts from a friendship and began to feel love, ranging from small sellau closely together to come a time that feel if it was love? here do not know exactly when that love comes, but with over time and get used together might guess that began to emerge.

From childhood we were always together from primary to secondary school, stay friends ... there when I was separated at the time I moved house, since up to the second grade junior high school, there began rarely met, until the moment I was graduated from high school, I do not ever see him again, maybe I consider normal sense only that I do not know exactly when the emergence of what I thought cumn love monyetan turns tasted until I was in high school, since then how difficult a meeting with him but from the deepest sense there is always the desire that I wanted to meet, miss past childhood until smp together, this time I was only 15 years I sat grade 1 SMA, the problem may be a bit I love I started to feel it, but it was my rasakaan of me in junior high school until now, but since the time I graduated from junior high school I've never again see him, even berjumpapun it very difficult.

It was getting passed the high school so more fun than with periods of SMP, here feel a lot of things, which is not didapetin in junior high school, from learning to things mengasikan until annoying, funny thing for me that every day joking banter with your best friend, until the frequency whose name is convicted for the act in class, until the problem of love that often I look at them (my friends) who feel the beauty of being in love to heartbreak alias (upset), they each have a pair like most other ABG whose names are often really mutually exchange partner, but here I still own, not because they do not like the same guy or because nobody likes, but I always shut themselves about issues LOVE, until one of my friends asked me why I named the most lazy urusin LOVE, yes maybe I do not like them, there are happy vent here I prefer silence.

Until now, I watch a basketball game, how shocked I Regional basketball court in many spectators I saw someone was looking over my eyes were too stunned, she is my little friend, hemmm heart was pounding, I can not wait to him, once I was approached, and I approached him, I give my compliments to him "HEY", he turned and keliahtan a little shocked, and what happened she just smiled, as usual, without any sedikut words, then go away, I snapped silent, and my heart felt sadly, it turns out my friend who had been looking for was not too concerned with me, hemmm days passed.

All night I could not fall asleep thinking about that evening, the next day I started to find out her school where and all things, continues day after day I know everything I'm even more often meet with him, but still the same he just shut up and passed, sad mngkin suitable word to describe the contents of my heart, I wonder why he does not want to talk at all to me?

This love getting to go on, not missing even though she never wanted to speak to me at all anymore, my heart kept asking what was wrong there was I?

Until now I never told my love I just love her without hope he loves me, he never knows about these feelings, let alone express love for friends is quite difficult for me, until I vent to my friend, he first bilng your friends but if he now menggapmu friend? may not be right, she told me to stop loving her and began to open the heart, but I could never tuk love a guy like me rasaain to him.

Until now I still love her even if I did know it all free.

He probably had a good friend of mine so it used to be, to love someone who has had a long time we know it is not something that is fun. let alone the fact that I know I let love to even guess not matter to me.

Graduated from high school I began to enter college tinngi, here I find many people here I had estimated my senior brother, he is always near me, how many times he told me that he likes me, but I just stopped and smiled and answered me think about it first, it's always my answer, one of my friends asked, why do not you accept it? what because of DIA, which to date do not care about you? because my best friend from high school he knows I really far I have not been dating, she bialng you just love the man you know he's not going to be in love with you, and shut the door of your heart, mngkin during that why I look forward to him? probably all would say foolish, hang love to people who could never I had.

It has been almost 4 years I was in college I had never had a boyfriend, I do not know but my love very deeply into her, I never know how to open my heart for other people, which I know only love, graduated from college I was working in a private company , which I never thought I met with him, whether to be happy whether to be sad?

From college I never met him until completed, new sekrang really close and one office, as long as I work anyway, he just quietly though occasionally it was necessary to talk with me. This taste still, I think his attitude is changing but it turns out, as long as I work anyway, he just quietly though occasionally it was necessary to talk with me, taste is still there even though Base on him treats, this love never disappears from my heart.

I wanted to ask why he is always silent to me, but I doubt it and never asked why he was always quiet on me if I've got it wrong, but I did not have the courage to ask him directly to her because she kept silent and did not give me a little chance to ask it , until I heard the news that he will marry feels sad really, but I have to tersunym because after that happiness, I was invited, there I saw a wedding ceremony, and I gave a small painting of my time with him, and a word in my present, from which is always love, may be happy always, I just want to ask you about one thing that until now I never know the cause, why are you always silent begiu? You alone know the answer.

After that I came out from where I work because I am embarrassed to say sebenrnya him, now let love was still there who knows how long? probably until I was given by god mate, I did not know for sure whether it will be lost flavor.

Love is the deepest of my heart grow and evolve over time whenever that will be lost, either when it will go, and who knows when it will open up. And here I also pray you may be happy always.